recovery Day X – reboot

After Recovery…

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It has been a while since my last post… I typically posted here mostly about my recovery progress (sometimes retrogress) and after achieving an unprecedented state of mental health wellness; posting here pretty much completely halted.

Recovery in my experience over the past ten plus years has taught me that it is a perpetual state of mind, body & spiritual evolution. For the longest time effort required to simply exist felt paralyzing. Then life changed for me. Huge life changes. Hospitalization, Medications, countless hours spent with Support Workers, Psychiatrists & Peers propelled me into a state of recovery and beyond. 

Now that I’m here, at recovery the beyond part it is proving a bit illusive. Getting to the hear & now was actually pretty simple in comparison to where I’m trying to go for my future; In the past I set goals, put my head down and worked hard until success was firmly within my grasp.

After locking down full time employment with IDEALBIKES and committing myself to excellence in our Bayers Lake, Halifax N.S. Canadian location the rest fell to the wayside. Creative productivity is practically non existent. Even my hobbies lack the feeling of purpose. They are more of a mindless and madly off in all directions waste of time. Escapism. And… I am NOT Ok with that. Escapism IS fine, but everything needs to be forward moving to satisfy my unquenchable thirst to succeed & matter. Matter to me if not anyone else.

And soo we come full circle back to the origin story of recovery_channel™. A story about moving forward, making progress. The pursuit of Passion, Productivity & Purpose. And most importantly accountability; To Myself.

My Career & Passion @ IDEALBIKES 

My Creative Productions @ recovery_channel™ studio

My sense of Purpose in all I do. Work, Creativity, Escape;

I’m back to the keyboard, I have my head down and I’m getting shit done.

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Ross W’s Page for Ride the Rails for Cancer 2015

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Ross Ward’s Personal Page for Ride the Rails for Cancer 2015.

I will be riding along with IDEALBIKES.ca (my present employer) to raise money to help advance Cancer Research and purchase new Equipment to aide those currently suffering in their battle. My Goal is to raise $1000.00 and I hope that for most of my readers this resonates as a good cause. There is no contribution to small! If you are able to help, I Thank You with all my heart!

Ross W

Photo Op; GOD ANTENNAE

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Title; GOD ANTENNAE, Photography by Ross W ©2015

Photo Op; THE WATCHER

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Title; The Watcher, Photography by Ross W ©2015

Photo Op; MY CITY_04202015

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Title: Aurora Borehalifaxes, Photography & Editing by Ross W ©2015