Aries; Anything but Empty

When my Life & the Stars collide (Pt. 45)

horoscope-aries-tattoo-designSource: || Janurary 6, 2016

The house might seem rather empty today, Aries, as most of the other members of your household are probably out and about. This is, however, a good time for you to take care of some projects of your own that you’ve been putting off. They might be tedious and rather boring, but think how good you’ll feel when they’re finally done! In the evening you might entertain some visitors. Enjoy your day.

Empty is a feeling I very rarely experience, especially when it comes to my environment. People or members are not really necessary. I mean factually there are no members of my household to be out and about. I guess in a way one could say that my projects are a little like children. I tend to them here and there, watch them grow. Some rebell others turn out spoiled with attention and few grow up into outstanding, contributions to society lol.

To be finished, finally done. I think that would be very boring. I’m not certain anything is really finished. Even here on my blog, occasionally I read back. Twenty or thirty posts and I make little tweaks.

In the evening I must admit entertainment is the devil here lol. I invite one sided conversations from the BBC, and google play into my home. Often all speaking at once, talking over one another and never about the same thing. It all comes out in the wash though, a man once said.

Enjoy my day, and my evening. I will.


Aries; I’ll do what I want

When my Life & the Stars collide (Pt. 43)

horoscope-aries-tattoo-designSource: || August 10, 2015

“This should be a fun day for you, Aries. You should enjoy a good mood and social times with others. Don’t do anything that requires discipline or realistic thinking. This is a better day to simply have fun and relax. If you must work, do your best to keep your mood up. You can have fun even if you’re being productive with menial tasks and duties.”

Ah, long story short… I’m single again. Annnd today was in fact a GREAT day! It was fun. I woke up, in a pretty good mood. I had a beer for breakfast, along with some fresh fruit. I don’t really do social things. Occasionally but not often.

I definitely did not do anything today that requires any discipline. I mostly played video games all morning while I meandered the day away doing laundry. I downloaded a new Audio Book, I am soo hooked on Audible by Amazon.

Around 5’ish I found myself thinking that getting out of the house would be a good idea. I hopped a bus to work and retrieved my road bike. There was some work on the counter that I could have easily done. I kinda felt like I should handle it but ya know what, I work tomorrow. I’ll handle it then. Today is my day off.

I hit the road home, made my best time ever 1 Hr on the dot with an average speed of 26.6 Kph… Nearly exploded my legs on that last hill before the big dive but I did it. A little screaming to myself, out loud lol. A little self motivation 🙂

Aries; today, I’m a survivalist

When my Life & the Stars collide (Pt. 42)

horoscope-aries-tattoo-designSource: || August 3, 2015

“There are several opportunities open now that weren’t there before. The key is to take advantage of them. Find freedom in the strange and new. Be a pioneer today and venture into the unknown. This is a day to expand and reach new heights by having more confidence in your abilities. Things will get stale and boring if you keep doing the same things over and over.”

Today, there are no opportunities. Well maybe one if you count the opportunity to rest, but not by choice. Ok, maybe by choice. If there are future opportunities I don’t want to think about them today. Today I am taking advantage of being alone and shutting my eyes. Listening to the peaceful silence.

My life is full of strange and new, not just today. Past, present, future. I’m not sure I find that much freedom in it. Freedom to me would be the ability to come and go, explain myself to no one. Justify my decisions to no one. Be a “true pioneer” and venture into the unknown with regard for no one.

But eventually that existence gets lonely and it’s a vicious cycle. I believe there is a future coming where I expand and reach new heights. Confidence is not the issue. I’ve been confidently trending upward and forward for 3 Yrs steady from near death experience to working man. I kinda feel like in this moment standing still, I’m not being the most responsible man. My spending is out of control lol.

Today I’m conserving energy. Today I’m hiding inside from the sun, the heat because I don’t have the resources to properly feed myself. I’m 1 Day from payday and this time, I really need to get it right.

I have an itch, it wants out. I have a bug… I want to be an adventurer, into the unknown. I have dreams of setting and achieving goals to travel the world under my own human power. Dreams to own a home that I don’t spend the majority of my natural life paying off. I want to sell power back to the grid. I want to be a minimalist, satisfy my inner man and fulfill my inner peace.

The question I ask myself is… Am I posturing to pounce or circling to slump down into a heap of sleeping hair skin and bones, acquiescing to societies idea of natural progress by consuming, driving, building, marrying and divorcing. Standing still in a place where I’ll never be able to catch up with the fast lane?

Aries; Just had to fuck it up…

When my Life & the Stars collide (Pt. 41)

horoscope-aries-tattoo-designSource: | July 27, 2015

Your mind may seem rather cloudy today, Aries, but don’t let this hinder you. In fact, you can use this dreamy feeling to your advantage. Try to bring more magic into your life. The more you accept your bizarre feelings and ideas, the more things will fall into place. Don’t think that everything in life has to be completely rational.

Aries, you were on a roll. Even on the days I haven’t been loyally reporting. I really felt like we had a thing going on, but this evening. You fucked it up! I was NOT cloudy today at all, in fact I was clear minded. I was on time, on my game and the only time dreamy feelings that overtook me was while I eyed my next bike purchase lol.

Magic is not really my thing; bizarre feelings… Ideas, oh man lets not go that deep down the rabbit hole. Things are falling into place but its cause of hard work, strategic thinking and experience. Everything in my life conforms to a certain rationality. No rational, no room for it up in here. I don’t do drama.

Aries; I break rules… sometimes

When my Life & the Stars collide (Pt. 40)

horoscope-aries-tattoo-designSource; | July 26, 2015

It is the thought of future possibilities, of all that you could accomplish if you could work and live as a team with your romantic partner, that is making you want to make more of an effort in your relationship. The alignment of the planets encourages you set down your goals and plans and have a frank discussion about how you can bring them to fruition, together.

About a week ago I broke my cardinal rule; Don’t read my Horoscope until the end of the day… I’ll tell you why. I know a woman, I work with her annnd I also date her. We are in a relationship and one day (actually twice, but who’s counting) I emotionally overreacted to a couple minor (major to me) relationship issues. Her reaction, talk it out and compromise if necessary. My reaction, FULL STOP and BAIL! Engage EMERGENCY Maneuvers and get the fuck out.

Well the second time I did this, the next day I read my horoscope from and I’ll tell you why; I was emotionally lost. This is not something that often happens to me. Often, emotionally I’m pretty even keel leaning more towards I don’t care what’s going on around me soo long as it doesn’t affect me. But this affected me… Annnd I purposely decided to act against the curve of the day’s life/star collision. I don’t regret it.

I love working with my girlfriend. We love bikes together, we ride together and from time to time we bump heads but she is cool enough to be real with me. This relationship is still young but browsing through today’s horoscope I feel a good vibe.

Right now we work together, maybe a little while down the road we will live together. We both have a lot of experience in our fields. There is a lot she can learn from me about the cycling industry and there is a lot she can teach me about not being 100% a dick when I don’t get my way 😉 and a little about retail, mostly the numbers (she’s an accountant of sorts)…

We talk, we have goals and right now its short term stuff but I hope that one day we will be talking long term. I got dreams, she knows. But there are two of us and relationships are about respect, compromise and having a really great ass 😛

maybe that very last part is not a must have, but it really helps and I have a great ass lol 🙂

Aries; No Shit Sherlock!?

When my Life & the Stars collide (Pt. 39)

horoscope-aries-tattoo-designSource: | July 18, 2015

Uptight is the mood for today. You might be the center of attention at some point. While you normally wouldn’t mind, Aries, today it might make you nervous. When everyone looks at you and expects you to say something, say it. Keep it short and then withdraw. You aren’t in the mood. Walk to the library and throw yourself into reading about subjects that interest you. This should relieve the stress.

Yesterday was ahh, a little up tight at first. I’m not really feeling the Zen as per usual and that is for reasons I’ve mentioned before. Even at One Beer occasionally it does mess with my program. That paired with poor sleeping habits and poor eating habits and poor just about everything habits, I’m not improving my situation.

I’m mos def gonna be the center of attention sometime soon. I sorta already am, for making waves and rocking the boat. And Aries is right normally I don’t mind but my Zen is off cause well everything else is off. The best advice I’ve had all week is just to lay low, pair that with advice offered in this reading to keep things short & sweet I feel good about the future. I think. I can sure as hell tell you I’m not in the mood for any type of confrontation but my modus operandi is to meet challenges head on and square jawed.

Aries; running on fumes

When my Life & the Stars collide (Pt. 38)

horoscope-aries-tattoo-designSource: | July 17, 2015

Trying to get too much work done in the course of the day could prove self-defeating, Aries. Your energy isn’t what it usually is, and you’re probably operating on adrenaline. Consider the situation carefully and list your tasks in order of urgency. The world won’t come to an end if you don’t get them all done by the end of the day. In the evening, watch a movie and order a pizza.”

Last shift I worked from 10 Am to 10 Pm (Wednesday), my shift ended at 6 Pm but I kept on chugging along. It really was a self-defeating endeavour. I just worked myself out of things to do the following day.

My energy has been very low, but I am fucking up my entire program. I’ve been missing my meds, screwing up the schedule. I’m not sleeping as much. I ride the bus more often than I should ride my bike to work. Annnd I have been drinking a little more than normal. Normal is Zero drinking, but I’ve been sneaking in a beer or two a week. I’m mixing it with my evening pizza.